Infertility is Exhausting...

On to post surgery cycle number 4........ Will this ever end? I'm losing my optimism. I'm ready to go back to the RE and get aggressive with this. I have a hard time sitting back and letting things happen "naturally" when I know there are more successful options I could be pursuing. The end of post surgery cycle number 3 has hit me hard. The "implantation dip" and triphasic pattern on my basal body temperature chart teased me into believing that it was finally my turn to get my positive pregnancy test. Blah, just blahhhhh!